We even opened a joint account.
It's been 4 months, 5 months. Shit I stopped counting.
He doesn't try to touch me at all.
I lay in bed and I told myself that I wouldn't initiate sex again. So it's been this long.
I lay in bed at night and wish that he'd turn over and touch me. He just goes to bed. He tells me everyday he loves me, he wants me and he wants me to be happy.
How can you mean all these things and not even wanna touch a person?
I take that back. He does touch me. We hold hands and even hug. He touches my hair and he kisses my forehead sometimes. We kiss goodbye in the mornings and we say we love each other.
Sometimes we lay down and watch tv together. We'll cuddle and I'll lay in front of him but it doesn't do anything for him. He doesn't "respond" at all.
We're just roomies that share a bed, I guess
